drinking isn't enough

I've been trying to ignore shit but I just can't anymore. fucking months. thought it was okay thought I was okay but I can't do this.  Tonight at the bar I was just... I actually felt like I needed contact. how fucked up is that?

how fucked up is it that I think it's fucked up?

I don't even know.  I need space to think.  The more ( Read more... )

Fuck my back is sore. Why Singebrow has so much fucking stuff I don't even know.  Most of it looks like junk to me but I know better than to suggest chucking it all and starting over.  Just wish most of it wasn't so damn heavy

Okay so maybe I've been going a little soft too.

Moving.  I don't know what to do about this.  Living with him was kind of an ( Read more... )

Never thought I'd be going back home.  Thought the old man was going to hang on forever but I guess some things are inevitable, right.  I mean, he was older than dad so why was he the one that survived that's just dumb Yeah, because life is ever not messy.

Lumi's probably trying to be all strong and shit for our mom, she's probably either shut down ( Read more... )

( BAH HUMBUG. )

Soooo.  New thing on the list of things I never expected to happen but actually did: I have a cat.  Well.  A frostsaber, really, but that's just a bigger kind of cat, right?  She's pretty small right now but if the ones we were hunting when she decided I was her new dad mom fucknowhat BEST FRIEND are anything to go on she's gonna get a lot bigger.

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